29 years alive

had a very bad sore throat again..never like it coz it really makes my body super weak..
went to GP yesterday, got the antibiotics, i really need those pills to treat the swell in my throat.
she was kind enuff to give me 2 days mc which i did not use it at all due to work commitment & even offered me to visit her again to extend my leave if i need more rest.wow...

thanks to the gals who gave the 3 feb & jan babies a bday surprise. held @ the school lounge. chocolaty bday cake to add more pounds which i really needed.i wanna gain some fleshhh..

ok, let me share some gd stuffs i've learnt & i've yet to adopt thruout my years on this earth.

• take care of myself, be good to myself. gals, you MUST pamper yourself and do something that you really enjoy like many, many retail therapy, indulge yourself in good massage & spa, meni-pedicure and many others lah.. gd therapy when you had that big fight with him. i make a really biggg hole in my pocket thru retail therapy which honestly does not really last long so if you really wanna indulge yourself in this, better be prepare for sufficient $$ to survive for the next day. but anyhow, if really broke can still ask your hubby coz they're the cause of that.
• count my blessings & stop envying others. that's a remedy to boost my confidence level. everyone is not perfect. however, reminded me of a particular gal, Black Magic Woman, so called her online nickname boasted about herself working in city areas, wearing high heels, coat and skirt to work, feeling classy lah konon, but sadly and shamely to find out she was just a some kind of clerk wore windbreaker, t-shirt and jeans to work!how sloppy!SIC!
• decide to be happy. you will feel happy when you are smilling or singing. i did that @ work most of the time. felt sorry for my collegues who have to bear with the horrible singing tho. anyway, actually i have a sweet voice and can sing well, you know! yeah, compliment yourself will make you happy too! so keep smilling and stay in good spirits. errr... i will try to work out on that tho..
• be open. not that open, arrrr.. i believe in sharing my feelings with my loved ones is essentially important coz as we gals know, nuthing new, guys can be st**** so by letting them know how we feel inside and let them into our world, they will at least understand us, hopefully. but dun suffocate them ajelah..
• tap on my strengths. where i need more improvement. not easy not to let what i cannot do interfere with what i can do. will need more time to sort things out when its in a mess.
• dont lose heart. another factor which i need to work on. it will take me sometime to lift myself up. One mistake or setback will put me down.

Geez.. long list.. my bed is calling me.. cheers..

bad day

"can i know what did you do in class yesterday?"

"you shld maximize that 10 min and tho your pupils packed up early, you're still the last to be at the parade square."



had 2 periods before the bell rang for the day. finished teaching my pupils the topic (its a revision to wrap up that means hv been going thru the same topic for days). gave them written work the next period. took them less than 15 min to complete. got them handed in to me. left 10 min before the bell rang to end the day. checked pupils' with corrections book. as usual the same 2 pupils. got them to my table one at the time to reteach the concept. a brief one. whilst that got the rest to pack up. she walked past, hesitate to stop to query me. the best thing she waited to watch me w/o me realising until i got my pupils to Q outside to assemble at the parade square.



felt unappreciated. ani told me not to think abt it sooo much. true, as long as i know that i dedicatedly teach what my pupils should learn i shldnt feel bad. honestly, i juz feel unfair abt the whole thing. i did loads of teaching just to get my pupils master the concept for the topic. loads of preparations, resources and manipulatives. they are the fresh preschool graduates therefore, hv to give variety concepts whichever match their understanding but not all concepts taught in a single day. i know that i have to maximise my teaching but i know i'm not wasting my pupils' time coz i know i have taught what i shd. heavy content has been taught within a day so after all of them have completed their work i just got them to pack up & wait for the bell to ring in 10 min time, while i teach the other 2 who are soooo weak, unable to complete their corrections and work independently. yup, tho i got them to pack up 10 min early b4 the bell rang, i did not reach the parade square early. however, i know that my pupils learnt what they shd learn! i did not miss any skills n knowledge i shd feed them.

get on with life

wish i can turn back the time
i would never have made that decision
a decision that i have to live thruout my remaining life
sigh.. no point sighing
just have to get on with life

the new gal

a new member added in the group.
1st incident & happened to be our 1st meeting:
bluntly passed this remark to her bf(my hubby's bestfren) aloud, "You know, my dad watched this new programme on tcs5 abt pple simply unable to maintain their house cleanliness(obviusly i forgotten the title of the show) pissed and said Harapkan muka aje lawa but bilik tak tau kemas! I told him that's normal wat, pple with gd looks always have problem with that, just like me."
CANNOT MAKE IT, rite! Really CMI! Both me and hubby were speechless,unbelievable, unmoved in the car,of coz that he had to continue focusing on the road, we dun dare to turn and look at each other coz dun wanna be rude and show obviousness that we're mocking at her! What's up, D**.. Where da hell you getta know this shameless thick-skinned stouty?!

2nd incident with the absence of me:
shamelessly passed this remark again to bf and my hubby was right in front driving trying not to eavesdrop but unfortunately have to hear this, "I notice that ALL the pretty gals come from the EAST and the handsome guys from the WEST." AHAKZ! Yes, she's staying in the EAST. What a joke! Self proclaimed PRETTY, babe! Yup, she's definitely a BABE! You shld understand why i enlarged the word BABE. hehehe.. A BABE with ENORMOUS confidence! I shd say overconfident??

2nd Wedding Anniversary

These are few captured moments celebrating our 2nd Wedding Anniversary..

Location: Ritz Carlton Singapore. Planned to go for a holiday trip to Bali and Thailand the very last minute one but due to the threatening weather forecast we cancelled. However, looking forward for June holiday to Krabi-Phi Phi Island-Bangkok trip.

Yup, with baby Dany.. We feel its a celebration for 3 of us as family united and its not even unfortunate to celebrate this occasion with our lil gem just like the front desk officer had thought so..

That's our main reason for getting married.. Do things together.. Concensus..

Love our lil dearie until that we asked ourselves if he will love us as much as we do later.. Hmmmm...

Btw, the picture, its a awwww... I look super skinny!! But Dany enjoyed himself in the tub..

silly

i simply dun understand why young gals these days are very eager to get married?
are they 100% prepared for everything or they are merely following the trend?
i'm just overwhelmed over this issue lately due to a reason.

I vividly remembered when i was in my early twenties getting engaged or married never occured to be my dream but education and getting secured to a well-paid profession, a big YES. I just dont get it!! Flipped!

No, i'm not saying i'm ambitious but just my personal belief and mentality, we're living in $ingapore, dya get it? Where you need that $tability to survive here.

True, the guys are supposed to bring the bread back home but living in this city, a strong backbone is essentially needed to give you an average living at least. Once i shared with a friend, good education and profession is as important as for men and women. It is useful in the rainy days for instance, should anything happen to your spouse, you are there to give a shelter for YOU and maybe your family.

Well, back to the issue here, just a thought if these group of people ever wonder those things awaiting for them out there. It may not be sweet all the time, dearie.
Apology if i make myself sound resentful but i'm just curious what's in you people mind. Nevertheless, good luck with your choice and welcome aboard.