tiz I grasp & live at present

Geezz.. Whether its a RumOur or the TrUth.. PonDer.. Why shLd i be bOthered by aLL theSe.. oNe of ma darK siDes.. aLways cOnceRn abt what otheRs talks abt me.. aLways hv tat Q-maRk to eveRythg.. Luvs 2 dive deeP intO a ceRtain isSue cOnceRniNg a LiL of me.. overly criticaL.. jaDed.. aLways hard on maSef.. wHy caNt i maKe thgs siMpLer, ignOre aLL nOt wOrth ma wOrrieS.. Gee.. I wiSh..
Previously: "Hes nOt wOrth ma wOrrieS & 2 fiGht 4.. Shes juz a heap of waste to argue witH.." Yeah.. I refUsed to taLk thgs oUt with her.. Y must i do that? CRAP! I shd talk thgs out with that dude instead but i refused to coz waTz deR tO taLk aBt aye weN ONE has betRayed tat tRust you gave him.. waTz deR tO rUmbLe abt weN itz abt a 3rd paRty.. LEAVE! thats it! sUm thGs R beSt leFt unSpokeN.. I chOse tO waLk aWay.. dun wanna get stuck in this stoopid shit. Yup of coz i aM saD.. iTs OveR.. DevastaTed.. bUt I knOw I dO stiLL hv tat inNer stRength 2cOntiNue ma liFe aS usUaL.. tat I MUZ hv.. @PreSent: TiMe is aLwaz D main faCtoR to any bRoken heaRt ya.. itz nOt a baD chOice @ aLL to waLk aWay.. eVeR heaRd "Derz a bLesSing in DisgUise"? Cliche?..
Indeed, the trUth neva faiL 2 sNeak oUt.. yeSh.. TRUE colors aLL soaring thru the sKies sUddeNLy.. LeArNt aLot.. HeaRd loAds abt him.. Gee.. No reGretz I made that deCisiOn.. Am cOnteNteD wit wat i hV rite nOw.. Love can blind anyone.. Juz hv 2B caRefUL in fUtUre..
LoNeLy?... Do feeL tat loneliness at times.. never feAr to b aLoNe tho, always told myself.. oNe shdNt hv tat feaR newayz.. we HV 2 fiGht tat FEAR.. neVa jUmp in2 a new reLatiOnshp weN uRe nOt weLL-pRepaRed fOr it.. thats a rebound love..
neVa USE anOther peRson hOpinG 2heaL Ure wOunds, oNLy cOwarDz wiLL dO tat.. yeaH.. dey FEAR 2B ALONE.. siMpLy cOwaRd.. seLfiSh.. B sUre of wat U waNt.. Ouch. -eNayRa-